Slave Girl and Love: GHB x Reader: Part 3

sorry i had to get rid of it but it's back now

~Mewlion

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Looking now you see that he does love you but you know it isn't love for you. Why did you do it? You know you don't love him... right? Well it's to late now. Your move has been made. You really wish you could take it back. Oh this storm in you, one part wants and loves this. The other wants to through up. Your not a raunchy kind of troll. Heck when your friends made one you would blush and yell at them to stop! But why now at all time do you have to want a kiss on the lips on a bed that might be when you fill your first bucket?! Ugh you really just wished that your friend who was a jade blood would just suck the life out of you. Hey at least they wouldn't be hungry for the rest of the day, or year. So you feel that hey seems ok to kiss. You hadn't kissed anyone yet so you were having or more like wasting your first kiss on a guy who killed your friends and just likes killing people in the first place. Wow what has my life come to? You think to yourself. You then stop with this kissing. Really like how long have you been kissing now. It felt like an hour by then but you know it couldn't be over at most 5 and that is over taking it. "something wrong?" he asks you. "no it's just we have been kidding for a really long time." He looks at you in a weird raunchy way. "oh so you want something more than kissing?" You blush and look away. "matespirt?" He says to you. Then you back away since your just way to much out of your convert zone. "no way!! First of all I did was kiss you and that doesn't mean that I like you!!" "Well you then don't like me?!" He yells at you. You hate when he yells more at you then others. "I don't know!! Anyways you didn't let me even finnish!!" When you get yelled at you will yell back. Even if that guy is the man who has killed billions of trolls just in pure fun. "Like I said, look let me figure out how I feel. So second I just wish that I can feel how I want to feel." You look at each other in the eyes. You two want to be together but you know that you can't be for you two were just so so so...

You wake up from everything being blurry. Nothing is right. Being with him isn't you it just isn't. There is something on your head it wet and cold. You sit up and your looking around. You seem to be in a different room then before. You want to scream for everything feels like everything is against you. Really your fainting way to much to be only 15 in human years. Ugh this was all just some crazy shit you had to deal with. How dare anyone complain about their life being bad. You had to deal with a killer of to many to count loving you and you maybe love him back. Well you try getting on your feet but you can't really. Well you tried that doesn't mean you did. You just wished that you could get up. This must have to with all that fainting. Maybe it was that food you ate or something. You can't really remember what it was. Tears in your eyes. "Are you ok?" The HighBlood asks you. "It hurts so much." "You have a 109 degree fever. Who knows how but your safe here." He tells you in his harsh but trying to be caring voice. No wonder you have been have all this time fainting. You just don't know what to do in your life. This is to much for a young troll like yourself.Why was this your life? You were a good respecting troll, but now, your a lover and slave to your old moirail.What has life come to _____? You are just one (low, mid, high) blood what could he have in for you. Really sure you guys were once moirails but that was long ago. Years have passed it's about time he moved on. How long  has it been since you have been thinking. To long for you know you rant when you think. "This sucks can I just go to my hive and rest there I don't need any of this crapy fancy stuff I can fine just on my own." So you then get your stuff to leave.

Your on your way home with the HighBlood carrying you. Wow this really strange. You look down since you know people are staring at you. "I will be fine you don't have to carry me." "I won't let you walk on your own. You walk like your just learning how to." He says to you with his angry voice. You look at his face so you can talk to him. You then look at his clown make-up. So angry yet he cares for you. You have never ever seen him with out his make-up on... You didn't really see it there anymore so it was weird. Not even as kid had you ever seen his real face, and there it was staring into your eyes with concern. "Look I know you think your helping but if you haven't noticed there is a whole group of people staring and following us. So can you just maybe you just maybe put me down." You look at him with a bit of childish anger since you don't like it when people stare at you. "Well should I have them killed?" "NO! Just can you put me down?" So he does and you then seemed to have started to heal since you could still walk. Why of all people me? I just want a normal life. Well that is not anymore an option. Well at least it was but now it isn't anymore. "Look I know you mean well it's just embarrassing for me and bad rep for you. So can you just go home to your castle" wow never though you would say that. "and have a nice life?" He chucked in his creepy voice. "Well like you said maybe we can just instead do that weird human thing were we see if we like each other and do whatever they do" He blushes a little bit. Wow you though you would never see this guy blush. Well you see your hive and muster up your strength and run to it. You open the door and wave good bye to him. You already know he has your number so your fine/ok. Well you really don't know how to feel. Your heart is just overwhelming, with the though of love in your heart you kinda hate it but you also kinda... love it. you just can't wait to see him.